I have been banned from a web site I have had fun on for two years.
This website is known as MSF High.
It's a roleplaying website that has been the best roleplaying anywhere, anywhere.
I would enjoy doing real D&D, but when the internet was so much more resourceful and the msf high rules where easy enough to figure out, it was one of the top best around.
I have done so much, spent so much time learning, developing my characters, helping other people with there's, informing other people about the website, and making sure I was still having fun.
There were times I thought "Utter Bullshit" when updates happened and only the facet that I picked got nerfed. As natural as any human, I got mad and argued about the change.
I played well and have been told I played well.
There's just so many a reason to why I’m so pissed off right now, it’s just not right. I didn't do anything else on the internet; it was my only place of interest. I didn't even play video games anymore because it was so much fun and interesting. Everything was new, events happened, things came and people to interact with, it was a very good roleplay, and now it's gone and I had no say in the matter nor defense to back up my own case. They talked about it alone as a GM committee, and banned me as a GM committee. No real case, they were the judge, the jury, and the prosecutor. I couldn't do anything to help myself in the matter, and I have no clue as to who the other people that thought the same, as so said by the GMs they said they questioned about me. I need something else to do know, but I just don't know what anymore.
I originally had more to this journal, which the full part is a blog on my myspace that can only be seen by friends that I still have. I didn't post the full part here for personal reasons. I'm so sad right now, I've lost my appetite, I'm losing sleep, I'm feeling sick. I had so much more I could have done, so much more I wanted to do, so much I'll miss, my characters are in a dying state now. So much more I know I could have said to hopefully help my cause, but my words fall on deaf ears.